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Opkim - Operasi Khidmat Masyarakat

2012-02-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Halo halo halo semua :)
So, first post on February 2012. about OPKIM. :)

OPKIM merupakan satu nama projek dari singkatan Operasi Khidmat Masyarakat.
Bila disebut tentang OPKIM, orang akan fikirkan tentang anak angkat, gotong-royong
and else.

OPKIM ni one of the most famous program jugaklah in my medical life.
Setiap bulan ada je terdengar-dengar announcement tentang OPKIM ni.
Sampaikan kat rumah aku pun ada jugak OPKIM ni tapi aku buat tak tahu je. keh3 ;p

At first, aku rasa macam OPKIM ni one of the not-FUN-activity la..
Pebenda ni kan.. Awkward dengan OPKIM2 ni
until the one which is WAJIB untuk yang terpilih.
And I am one of the 2nd year student yang terpilih ketika itu. Crap.

Dengan hati yang terpaksa ye kawan2...I just go.
Ikut je lah apa yang disuruh.

My first OPKIM, I had a new family.
Keluarga angkat lah tapi lebih kurang adik-beradik angkat.
Stay in their house.
Dorang masakkan, lepak-lepak tengok tv, bawak jalan-jalan pergi pasar.
Siriyes, BEST lah.
Mereka sangat baik-baik, ramah-ramah.

ok, sebelum dan selepas berkenalan ye. Our kak Ngah :)

She looks very sad at the moment I step into the bus on the end day of OPKIM. T.T

Siriyesly, 3 days of knowing each other is enough to bond us tight.
I wish I can meet you again :')

other than having our new family, we had Health Carnival .
Best. Gain a lot of experiences. Joyful days ::)

I'm in charge for Blood Pressure measurement.
Woho...It needs a LOT of energy guys for those yang first time pergi OPKIM macam aku.
With noisy surroundings, makcik pakcik yang nak tanya kita macam2...
But no offense.
'You nak jadi doctor. You usaha lah macam mana nak cope !' (my heart.)

And the other crews,

dah macam rombongan cleaner dah aku tengok.

Senaman aerobik organised by Physiotherapy Team.

And on our last days,

bye and thanx for the experiences, Bentong ;)

And, last Sunday, my second OPKIM,
seriously extremely gila BEST ! haha :D

bias !

location : Kampung Melayu Subang
held by 4th year UiTM Medical Student for their PHPM posting.

and I'm in charge for BMI and Waist-Hip ratio session.
BEST !
cooperation with Kak Fareha Hatta and her sister.
and I can feel the spirit of team work at that moment. Haha.
I am glad working with you Kak Fareha. Serious. THanx :)

(no pictures.)

and with the other 2nd year volunteers..

penat weyh.
Lebih penat dari my first OPKIM at Bentong.
RAMAI sangat yang datang. give support.
I guess, this carnival did well in advertising their carnival.
Congratulation lah to all my seniors yang involved. Serious BEST :)

and last, with two of our seniors,

thanx akak :)

so, itu sahaja.
To all my friends or even juniors etc esp in medical school,

do join if there's OPKIM or anything unless there's more important things to attend kan.

Seriously, you may gain A LOT OF experiences with that. hihi.
Percayalah....:)

by, anneftina.

A New Life At Sabak Bernam

2012-01-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

Sabak Bernam~

The place where I studied before.
SBPI Sabak Bernam.
It's 1 hour and 45 minutes from my house

and one of the reason why I have a severe motion sickness. (sigh~)

After my SPM 2008, thought it was the last moment at Sabak Bernam,

but then, tanpa disangka-sangka, I come back to Sabak Bernam. Haha :D

My mum is transfered to one of the institutions here.

This road.
30 minutes from the main road to my school.
It has been 3 years after my SPM and I never think that I will live here. Haha. :D

nostalgia.

BNO's special meal.
Udang besar-besar wok ! :D

Datang Sabak Bernam jangan lupa makan kat sini laa.
Kalau tak, RUGI! hehe ;p

Sg Besar. Tempat outing time dolu2. ;)

Masjid ni, suatu masa dahulu jadi tempat Operasi Khidmat Masyarakat
by my rumah sukan.
Gotong-royong etc.

Dan aku tak sangka, masjid ni aku akan selalu kunjung lah kan

sebab my sisters sekolah berdekatan sini. :)

their school. :)

Budak-budak kat sini ramah-ramah lah.

Kalau panggil adik aku je, satu kelas datang.

Seronok aku tengok..

Rasa macam welcoming gila . :))

Itu sahaja. So, ada dua kehidupan yang berbeza sekarang;
kehidupan di bandar dan di kampung.
And, frankly speaking, it's rural life is better. :))

by, anneftina :D

Final Exam Sem 3 #2

2012-01-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

Halo halo halo~

Ceritera final exam sem 3.
Yang resultnya telah pun diumumkan semalam.

Alhamdulillah, final dah berlalu.

Next is Professional Exam this May.
Walaweyh, cuak !~

May itu tidak lama dari sekarang T.T

PRE-FINAL SEM 3

2 weeks of study weeks to cover 7 modules.
So, we need to work hard.
First, for this final sem.
Second, for our Professional Exam soon. T.T

gambar2 agak menggila sikit tanpa kaitan dengan study2 theme ni sebab...
dah ngantuk dan penat sangat !
So, SENAMROBIK mesti buat lorh !!~ ;p

POST FINAL SEM 3

selepas tamatnya SAQ, first celebration, PAK LI KOPITIAM, Shah Alam. :)

at last, when the exam is done, ...

here we come, GM BUKIT TINGGI, Klang. :)

and, JUSCO BUKIT TINGGI, Klang. :))

shopping time .. hihi ;p

the food was so delicious guys.! (hungry.)

As a reward for our 2 weeks study week,

we decided to have fun at Jusco Bukit Tinggi.
Even, Jusco Bukit Tinggi is not that 'high-class like' place to go for shopping

macam Times Square, Sunway etc kan.
(apa barang setakat jusco .)

But, we enjoy it. :))

Thanx to our government for the voucher.
No matter what people said, the vouchers do help us.
Preparing for our next sem soon, we buy some stuffs like files, papers, pens etc.

So, that's our shopping :))

And last, with our own pocket money, (not voucher lagi laa)

we watched Ghost Protocol.

Agak kuno di situ ye because Ghost Protocol had been weeks in cinemas. Haha :D

Taking away Subway and then seludup masuk bawa masuk ke dalam cinema.
Asyik popcorn aje. So, kena try benda baru. (peace.) ;p

updated : lupa nak letak moment paling penting. hehe :)

ditahan oleh guard. sekian. hehe :D

So, itu sahaja ceritera2 post final.

Makin lama makin cepat masa berlalu makin dekat dengan Professional Exam. T.T

Takot. Pray for me !! :)))

P/s : Courtesy of Nisaloma and Uswaton for the pictures.
And Uswaton for her Popular Member Card . :))

by, anneftina .

Final Exam Sem 3

2012-01-10T15:20:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua...hehe ;p

BARU HABIS EXAM UollSSSS !

HAHA :DD

Actually, tak TAMAT lagi pon,

but when the most difficult paper is done,

phew~ what a relieve!~ :)

As a medical student, our exam styles are different.

First exam, yesterday, we have Short Assay Question (SAQ)

and Problem-Based Question (PBQ)

with colourful exam paper, partitioned according to their respective subject.

Yang itu memang menariklah.

Kalau paper pink terang, tak mengantuk lah gamaknya.

And today, we have OSPE & OSCE.
OSPE macam biasalah.

We have 29 stations with questions

(pictures, models, cadavers, microscope, apparatus)
5 rest stations
and 1 OSCE station.
TOTAL STATION = 30
with TOTAL MARKS = 300

The unusual thing is, OSCE !

For the first time in my life , I'd an exam session like that.
Phew!~ Glad that it's already done.

courtesy of Google.

The position during the exam is more or less as this picture's.

I, as the doctor, the patient is 90 degrees in front of me, and the examiner beside us.

But, we're still in Year 2 and as this is our first Communication Exam,
so we just need to take history from the patient without

general or physical examination.

"Hello, My name is Anis Fatina. I'm 2nd Year Medical Student of UiTM.

May I know your name please...?....bla bla bla.."

The scariest thing ever during the session is,
when the examiner ask me "So, what's your diagnosis?"

Feeling like Mungkar-Nakir is the one who ask the question.

My heart is like a bomb . BOOM! cuak beb....

Knee Jerk Station,
One of the OSPE station that we need to examine patient's knee...
HAHA..actually, whoever the person before, will be the next student's patient.
Macam I, I will be my friend's (after me) patient.
So, she need to do the knee jerk reflex to me.
One of the procedure is we need to find the patellar tendon, the tapping site.
HAHA. So, as I am having some kind of severe 'tingling sensation' on my knee whenever someone touch my knee,
I do laugh during the examination!
HAHA...geli okey!
But then, for the sake of my friends, I ignore the sensation...Arrghhh! HAha..:D

sort of macam ni . (courtesy of Google.)

Ok, that's all.

Tomorrow is the Multiple Choice Question (MCQ).

70 questions with 5 branches each in 2 hours.
TOTAL MARK = 350

and then, Freedom!

Owh, yeah ! Pray for me and my friends guys! :D

P/s : Time dalam exam jugaklah dakwat pen habis macam tu je. Haissh !~

by, anneftina.

Ombak Rindu - Dating

2011-12-18T20:15:00.001+08:00

okey. baeklah.

aku tertinggal zaman.

orang semua dah bercerita tentang Ghost Protocol dan Songlap,

aku masih lagi nak cerita tentang OmbakRindu.

"Hellooo...Kuno. Tak up to date langsung. .."

okey. baek. my bad!

hoho! peduli.

yang penting, best ! huaha :))

courtesy of Google.

after tutorial last Friday, I watched Ombak Rindu with my sister at Jusco Bukit Raja.

dah lama tak hangOut ngan my sister ni.

Dia busy dengan kerja-kerja kat rumah

Me, busy dengan kehidupan kat U. Aiseyh~

McD time.

And ..window shopping time.. :))

MPH, Young, Popular, Reject Shop, Watsons, Jusco, ~~Lorenzo~~

n S&J

ok. tak beli pun.

melatih diri untuk tidak gelojoh membazir duit bila melihat benda-benda menarik.

(eceh. poyo. padahal poket dah berhabuk baru nak insaf..~ ;p)

hehe.

berbalik kepada Ombak Rindu ye.

betapa lamanya mengedik-gedik kat dalam S&J tu

sebab :

- habis tutorial pukul 1:00pm

-ada meeting sikit sampai pukul 2:00 pm

-bertolak ke Jusco pukul 02:15 maka terlepas tiket pukul 02:15 pm

-terpaksalah beli tiket pukul 06:45 pm

hendak menunggu 06:45pm itu sangatlah lama.

maka, satu Jusco tu kami jelajah.

sehinggalah penat terdampar di kerusi kayu berhadapan dengan Lorenzo.

mencuci mata tengok barang-barang mewah kan...:))

at last, finally, we watched Ombak Rindu.

setelah pelbagai cubaan dan dugaan kami berjaya mengharunginya.

huaha :D

couple sit okay.

jangan main-main.

THE REAL DATING lah.

hehe :D

itu lah dye. our Ombak Rindu.

PS : Subhanallah. Sedapnya suara MayaKarin baca alQuran. Tersentuh hati aku ni.

by, anneftina. :)

Blog@Post Pilihan #2 - Apam Polkadot

2011-12-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

WOHHOO !!

so, korang pernah jumpa atau makan tak kuih ni.

courtesy of Google.

best kannn !

selalunya, setakat ni aku selalu dapat kat wedding-wedding ke.

open house ke..

seronok tau benda-benda macam ni.

Rasa macam.........

COLOURFUL NYA DUNIAWI INI !!!!!!

haha :D

terfikir-fikir gak macam mana nak buat eyh...

search lah tutorial...

but then, baru je nak search, terjumpalah recipe by one of my blog-mate.

Miss Cimot :)

courtesy of cimot :)

blog : Miss Cimot

post link : Apam Polkadot Recipe

heishhh~~ terliur terliur...

(buat sendirilah anisfatina !) heish~

btw Miss Cimot, congratulation !

Sebab berjaya membuat Apam Polkadot ..

Pray for me pulak..

keh3 :D

by,anneftina :)

HospitalVisit #1 - Intensive Care Unit (ICU)

2011-12-14T00:38:00.001+08:00

ICU.

Apa sajalah yang kita dapat bayangkan bila mendengarkan 3 huruf ni.

Hanya Allah saja tempat memohon pertolongan.

First time melawat tempat ni, ketika melawat my beloved Ustaz.

Betapa runtunnya jiwa dan hati ini bila melihatkan

seseorang yang kita sayang terlantar kaku di atas katil

dikelilingi oleh wayar-wayar yang bertali-arus.

T.T

unexplainable emotion at that time. sedih .

courtesy of Google.

keadaannya lebih kurang begini. sedih kan. T.T

Begitulah juga perasaan aku ketika itu.

Last thursday - 08 December 2011

Early in the morning, arrive at the hospital with a very happy mood.

Then, end with a very inspired, brainwashed, motivated, realised mode.

An unforgettable lessons.

Thanx to our Dr.

Even u have workSS to do at that time, but u still spend ur worktimes for us. :)

"Bekerja di ICU as an anesthesiologist, saya sudah menyaksikan betapa kehidupan di dunia ini hanya sementara."

Love those words.

Membuatkan aku berfikir sejenak dengan kata-kata itu.

After I'd been brainwashed by the Dr with his words,

then it makes me appreciate my life more than before.

I'll eat when I am hungry. (forget about being fat)

I'll do whatever I want to. (forget about LAZY)

I'll smile, laugh as long as I could (forget about give up to life)

because there are people out there who wanna live guys!

LIVE UP YOUR LIFE.

CLASH WITH UR BF/GF IS NOT THE END OF DA WORLD !!

(tiba2.)

The conclusion for the visit is :

80 % - MVA (motor-vehicle accident)

15% - dengue fever

5% - etc.

note : homemade statistic.

(nanti tak pasal-pasal ada yang guna untuk presentation BEL.)

pesanan buat korang-korang yang bawa motor ni, hati-hatilah.

NGERI tahu tak tengok korang.

nyawa tu lagi penting dari exam.

Exam boleh repeat. Nyawa ada ?!?!?!?! (Haishhh~)

kebetulan masih dalam module otak (CNS),

jadi ada beberapa term yang agak familiar bila baca medical record dorang.

SAH = subarachnoid hemorrhage

IVH - intraventricular hemorrhage

AVM = atrioventricular malformation

etc.

itulah dia.

Hospital experiences that actually we already have 3 visits but this is the first post.

hehe ;p

courtesy of Nisaloma :)

the end of our visitDay.

Dear All,
Doakan kami ye. Kalau boleh, kami taknak jadi doktor sombong ke apa ke seperti apa yang kami dengar. Sedih lah. Tak berniat sebenarnya. Atau bukan kami.

Hmm...

Yang penting, to all my beloved friends, jangan jadi doktor sombong ye :)

nametagterbalik

by, anneftina :D

************************************************************************

AlFatihah buat abang saudaraku. T.T

yang telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada pukul 4 pagi 25 November 2011

kerana stroke.

Semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

**************************************************************************

Relaxlah bro, macam perempuan tau. !!

2011-12-01T06:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.

Yeah ! ceria di pagi hari. Bangun awal then terus update blog. :p

Cerita pada hari ini bukan lah berkisarkan tentang nyah ke, nokxx ke, etc.

Tapi berkisarkan tentang

seorang jejaka yang boleh tahanlah rupanya

tapi amarahnya tak boleh dikawal

sehinggakan amarahnya itu dilampiaskan kat aku, seorang strangers yang

TAK PERNAH KENAL DIA LANGSUNG !!

kejadian berlaku di tempat letak kereta fakulti aku semalam petang.

(fakulti apa? tak payahlah.)

macam biasa, kenapa ada kat tempat parking?

sebab nak parking kereta.

Then, dengan membawa kereta besar,

(means lebar nya memang lebar)

aku dengan gigihnya cuba untuk meletakkan kereta dengan sebaik mungkin

memandangkan kawasan parking tu sangat crowded.

Lebih mudah kalau aku parking secara reverse.

Berjaya! Phew~!

Tiba-tiba, seorang lelaki menghampiri kereta MyVi hitam disebelah kereta aku.

Ok, fine. Aku dah selamat parking.

Tapi, yang peliknya,

muka macam tengah bengang sambil

mulut tengah menceceh-ceceh...

ok, aku tak kenal dia. 'Baru lepas gaduh dengan girlfren kot."

Aku usha lah sikit kereta dia.

Semuanya dalam keadaan baik. Tiada calar-balar.

Aku pandang dia. Pelik. Dia marah-marah sambil pandang aku.

Kalau korang terasa kan..

Marah-marah, menceceh sorang2 sambil pandang kau...

Haish ~!

Then, dengan marahnya, dia buat isyarat suruh turunkan cermin kereta.

Memandangkan dia dah ada kat dalam kereta dia,

rasanya selamat je lah kalau aku bukak.

BroBengang : Kamu ni student ke staff ?!

Me : Err...student. Tapi saya datang sini sebab nak hantar barang. (musykil)

dan aku rasa, disebabkan aku kata aku student.

then, DIA HAMBUR AKU .

BroBengang : LAIN KALI BOLEH TAK JANGAN BLOCK KERETA ORANG !!

Me : Block ? (kening terangkat)

watdahell bro ! (courtesy of Google.)

BroBengang : YELAH ! SAYA DAH TAK TAHAN DAH !

KALAU NAK PARKING TU PARKING LAH ELOK2 ! JANGANLAH PARKING BLOCK !

MENYUSAHKAN ORANG !

Me : Errr...tapi tadi saya tak block orang. Saya baru je habis parking ni.

BroBengang : (muka dah macam ...) blablabla potpetpotpet....

(sambil reverse kereta dia...)

Me : Don't worry bang ! Saya tak pernah block kereta orang ! (peace)

(CAPSLOCK sebab dia dah tinggi suara dengan aku.)

aku berkata benar di situ ye .

memandangkan kelas aku pukul 8 pagi, jadi, kalau aku bawak kereta ke fakulti,

aku akan sampai lebih awal dari orang lain.

Jadi, tempat parking student masih kosong lagi.

So, I have my perfect parking slot there. huh!

Tapi, itu aku tak sempat bagitahu dia.

okeyh ! Baeklah !

Lelaki ni memang aku tak pernah jumpa.

Kalau nak kata staf2 fakulti aku, mustahil !

Sebab aku memang kenal diorang. Diorang baek2.

Bukanlah kenal macam member, tapi kenallah...

Haruslah kenal kan, diorang yang sediakan barang-barang lab semua etc.

mungkin fakulti lagi satu sebab fakulti aku tumpang fakulti lain.

Hmmm...

sekali fakulti aku, MALU malu !

pengajaran : nak lepaskan marah tu tengok tempat dan orang kay.

Ni, kau lepaskan marah kau kat strangers macam aku.

Sure lepas ni aku ingat kau sampai bila-bila.

Kau tak minta maaf lagi, jumpa lah kita kat Akhirat.

(haish~! x baek. tengoklah nanti. aku pun malas nak jumpa kau.)

Dan sure, lepas ni kalau aku jumpa kau kat fakulti, aku cam kau

dari muka, perangai , sampailah kereta kau.

First impression dah buruk kan...haih~!

tak boleh buat suami macam ni.

HAHAHAHA...bytheway, lepas kejadian tu,

aku gelak gila-gila lah.

Dah lah paginya aku baru lepas lecture PSYCHOSIS.

memang kau dapat gelaran PSYCHO lah...HAHA

saksi bersama : nisaloma :DD

mungkin kita patut bagi dia haloperidol.

high potency punya antipsychotic. Muahaha :D

by, anneftina.

Blog @ Post Pilihan #1 - Oreo cheese cake

2011-11-13T14:28:00.001+08:00

OREO CHEESE CAKE recipe by UMMI NAJLAA LALA

hehe...;p

courtesy of UmmiNajlaaLalaa..

blog : http://pinkdotsribbon.blogspot.com

post link : Oreo Cheese Cake Recipe

haaaa...tu dia...

cantek kan...sure sedap nih...

yummy...!~

btw, ummi...

buatkan untuk aku..hehe.............;p

terliur weyh~~

dah berapa kali aku tengok blog kau...

nak buat macam malas....

nanti-nantilah...hehe ;p

anneftina :))

AIM 18-sorry lah nak komen jugak hehe :p

2011-11-13T00:37:00.001+08:00

Anugerah Industri Muzik 18

aha...secara tak sengaja nya pada hari ini, aku telah menonton

AIM 18...

memang aku tak tahu pun hari ni lah AIM nya,

tapi disebabkan perasaan yang membuak2 untuk aku turun ke dapur...

tak disangka2 adek kecik aku tengah tengok blue carpet AIM kan...

apa lagi, melekat lah...hehe

courtesy of Google.

okey, aku tak ingatlah apa yang berlaku kat AIM yang lepas-lepas kan...

tapi aku rasa AIM kali ni paling best lah...

kenapa ye ?

aku rasa anugerah-anugerah nya disampaikan kepada orang-orang yang deserve it...

aku puas...

pengacaranya AC Mizal & Zizan..

lagi BEST lah..tak habes2 aku gelak..haha :D

persembahannya...huaaaa

courtesy of Google.

wowowowo...jangan salah faham...

bukan aku nak buat scandal kat sini...

tapi....aku nak puji dorang...

Najwa, Greyson....persembahan korang best laaaaaa...:D

Greyson Chance, utube boy from US...

waduhh...nyanyian dia...matang seyh...

umur baru 14 tahun...

Najwa Latiff pon sama...

korang....MEMANG BEST la...:)

okey, out of the artists' stories,

congratulation to ALL
the AIM crews bahagian pentas, multimedia, lampu n whatsoever

yang menguruskan skrin2 kat belakang tu...

memang SMART lah...

walaupun aku bukan David Teoh ke, Ahmad Idham ke, Yusry ke nak komen benda2 macam ni,

tapi...aku nak jugak komen....

PENTAS MEMANG CANTEK WOKK...

lampu dia....huh, menaikkan mood lah...

kalau lagu Yuna, tema lampu lain, mood pon lain...

Lagu MUH pulak lain...

semua jadi lah...

itu sajalah...semua best ...

Excellent Work !

bukan senang nak handle benda2 ni...

mesti dah lama prepare kan korang...huihh...

p/s : aku suka lah AIM kali ni..bagi peluang penyanyi2 lama buat comebackstage...

(comebackstage gitu kan...haaa..)

by, anneftina. :))

Medical@ScienceRelated Movie #1

2011-11-09T23:51:00.001+08:00

OUTBREAK

release year : 1995

okey, dah lama.

so, aku tersangatlah ketinggalan zaman ye.

tapi, peduli apa aku, sebab ada orang lagi yang belum tengok kan.

hehe :)

bytheway, aku rasa sangat ter-bertanggungjwablah pulak nak post pasal

Medical @ Science Related movie ni.

(bertanggungjawab konon..)

ok, learning science & medicine ni bukan benda yang boring okey.

tapi best.

memang susah...YES! memang susah.

siapa kata senang tu bukan manusia lah kan.

Tapi, best.

korang bayangkan macam buat lagu kan.

Nak petik gitar, piano, cantum melodi dia, tempo dia...

susah kan...tipu lah tak susah...

susah kot ...

tapi, best kan...bila dah siap tu, puas kan...

sama lah konsep! :D

ok. aku merapu.

back to our point,

OutBreak movie. hehe.

courtesy of google.

best koranggg!

mula-mula, errr...agak boringlah...

but then, best...

merangsang minda untuk berfikir...

lepas ni apa berlaku ?

siapa VECTOR (pembawa penyakit) nya ?

macam mana ia boleh berlaku ?

dari mana pembawa penyakit tu datang ?

macam mana ?

dan...silalah tengok.......

by, anneftina.

VideoClipPilihan #1

2011-11-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

okeyh...guyz !

my first video clip favourite...

Selama ini, aku akui, aku just minat dengar lagu je.

Video clip?

Errrr...

Walaupun sebelum ni member aku pernah kata,

tengoklah video klip...

Lagi best...Tapi...

Hehe...Malas ouh...! ;p

In Your Arms by Kina Grannis (KG)

Lagu ni. Kenapa aku suka?

Sebab the way they make this video.

Lain daripada yang lain la weyh.

Love it...!

Artistic ! There's no video clip like this I think :)

Okey. Ni The Making Of.

Korang bayangkan buat video clip for 2 years

dengan 288,000 jelly beans...

scene by scene...

Ouh, excellent work ! O,O

hehe...okey.

itu saja. Saja nak promote lagu dan video ni...hehe ....weeeeee :D

by, anneftina .

sem 3 - BUSY !

2011-11-06T19:37:00.003+08:00

OK.. sem 3 ...a..k.a year 2

sekali lagi, busy nya masyaAllah...

Tak tahulah kalau memang busy ataupun aku ni jenis type A personality

yang sering mem'busy'kan diri kan...

Tapi, memang busy lah !

dengan aktiviti2 yang tak habes2 ~~menganggu-gugat~~ mengisi (konon) weekend aku...

dengan module CNS yang 'senangnya' macam nak lempang orang...

dengan 'benda baru' yang aku tak pernah terfikir untuk join

tapi terjoin dengan hati terbuka....

(haha...padan muka kau nis...dah banyak kerja tambah lagi kerja...haaa...)

bytheway, insyaAllah, aku tak menyesal...

Allah's the best planner...weeee :))

MY FOM Ramadhan : IFTAR KEMERDEKAAN

Ramadhan tahun 2011 yang lepas...

(tak ingat lah pulak bila..)

tapi yang penting, Ramadhan kali ni sekali dengan Hari Kemerdekaan...

Di mana , Hari Kemerdekaan kita jatuh pada bulan Ramadhan...

ingat kan...

so, merujuk kepada perkara di atas,

kita dapat tahu bahawa aktiviti ini digabungkan antara Ramadhan dan Hari Kemerdekaan...

(Anis, tolong jangan skema...ni blog ~~Dewan Bahasa~~ kau ! ;p )

courtesy of SafiniAli

bermula dengan khatam Quran oleh the Guys...

makan dalam talam (SYIOKK BEB! hihi...;p)

ceramah.

then, penyampaian hadiah...

antara aktiviti2 yang dijalankan ialah...gambar patriotik ...

haha...:D

kenapa aku gelak ?

sebab aku masuk...haha

aku sangatlah terasa mengong dan mereng sebab benda ni...

malunya..haha

nak kupon aktiviti punya pasal ! haha :D

so, ni lah gambarnya (atas)..

haha...model=adeq aku...

dipaksa ni...tengok bendera, KEDUT ! haihh...~

btw, pape pon, thanx to all 85+ people yang like gambar ni...

haha...aku tau korang terpaksa....haha :D

the end, pemenang nya gambar ni....

aku pon minat gambar ni..KREATIF ! bravo la korang...

my rumet dalam ni...haha (cehh! nak jugak ! )

courtesy of smf perubatan.

dengan botol dynamo nya...memang KREATIF !

layak lah menang ....haha :D

then, aktiviti 2 - pakaian tradisional...

tradisional ? aduhh...lemah betul aku bab2 ni...

last2, aku pakai pakaian moden je....kah3..

janji ada la unsur2 tradisional nya...kain songket kan...

baju raya ni....advance before raya...huahuahua..

courtesy of Safini Ali

MY FOM Syawal

diraikan oleh pelajar2 medic seminggu selepas berakhirnya 30 Syawal...

haha....My FOM Zulkaedah beb...hehe

courtesy of SyanizaSufian.

barisan pelakon - 2nd year 2011

persembahan korang memang best lah...

aku yang moody jadi happy terus...HAHA :D

courtesy of SafiniAli.

with GeGe :)

courtesy of Effahlina.

with 2 dara pingitan..hehe :p

DOCTORS ON CALL aka EXPLORACE

okey...next (pheww~) penat...

kan aku dah kata banyak gila aktiviti yang ~~mengisi~~ menganggu-gugat weekend ku...hehe

(jangan marah eyh...;p)

EXPLORACE ni merupakan aktiviti khas yang diadakan untuk merapatkan

ukhuwah antara pelajar2 perubatan UiTM year 1 dan year 2...

macam tyme aku year 1 dulu lah...hehe...

mementang JOHAN kan...nak letak jugak..;p

untuk memberi peluang kepada nentee (si adeq) untuk mencari nentornya (kakak)...

haha..

dan ini, group aku hari tu...

courtesy of EmiraAkmal.

kenapa gambar macam ni?

sebab gambar dengan hamper x de...

kenapa gambar ngan hamper takde?

sebab x menang...! hehe ;p

btw, korang, akak minta maaf gila2 la...

bab2 bagi cheers ke apa ni memang the weakest part of me...

siriyess, x de idea langsung...dari dulu lagi...:)

plus, jadi the culprit yang terlupa dengan those words 'lori dan unta'...

memang tua lah kau nis...*sigh

btw, hope korang enjoy that moment...at least kenal lah kan even tak menang...huehue :p

p/s : cepatnya masa berlalu...rasanya, baru je lepas explorace tyme aku y1 dulu...hihi :D

INTERVARSITY GAMES (IVG)

game ni diadakan untuk menjalinkan silaturrahim antara pelajar2 perubatan dari pelbagai universiti...

event besar wokkk...!

so, untuk mendedahkan lagi semangat kesukanan kepada adeq aku...

aku pon bawalah dia memandangkan secara kebetulannya,

i have to babysit dia ni....hehe...:D

dialog antara adek aku dan aku...

adek : kakak , tak masuk pape ke ?

aku : tak lah. kenapa?

adek : alaaaaa....kenapa tak masuk. Ingatkan kakak masuk tu yang nak ikut. Apalah...

aku : amboih...haha

haha :D ces, kecik2 dah pandai eyh...

btw, sorry lah ye dek...kakak kamu ni bukan org sukan la....

tak minat sukan-sukan yang berpeluh ni...

swimming tu ok la...haha :D

(weekkk! GEDIxxx !)

PESTA PANTUN PIALA PENGETUA KOLEJ DELIMA UiTM SHAH ALAM

aku tak masuk tapi hampir masuk....

haha...

walau apa pun yang berlaku,
TAHNIAH buat team level 5 Kolej Delima 2 !!!!
haha...team that supposed to be my team...(again, koya sebentar...;p)
so, yang menang ni sebenarnya my team lah kan...(bangga sekejap jadi warga tingkat 5...hehe )

courtesy of IntanIriyas.

kepada AnaMercury, aku rasa ni gambar korang paling cantik dengan piala korang...
hehe ...ok x ? ;)

dan...

courtesy of IntanIriyas.

dan, barisan pemantun lain dari Kolej Delima 2...
iaitu my beloved kolej di mana terdapatnya 90% pelajar perubatan tahun 2...

Pertandingan Pantun ni sebenarnya diadakan atas permintaan pengetua Kolej Delima.
Tyme awal-awal perjumpaan dulu, dia tak puas hati tu dengan budak medic...
Konon nya, budak medic baca buku je...
Haaaaaa.....tengok... siapa menang sekarang ? (kih3...;p)

"Jangan disangka air yang tenang tiada buaya,
Jangan disangka bilik yang senyap, tiada tawa-tawa! " haha :D

okeyh, itu saja aktiviti-aktiviti aku sepanjang tak update blog...
hehe...
banyak kan...memang banyak beb...
tak tengok lagi lepas ni....haihhh ~

by, anneftina. :)

Having Fun Sebab Study Memang Best :)

2011-10-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

99.99 % of people akan kata budak medic nerd kan...

99.99 % of people akan kata hobi budak medic ni study je kan sampaikan blog pon pasal study..hihi ;p

jangan diboikot sih pada kami-kami ini...

haruslah deh kami-kami ni menghadap buku...

kalau enggak jadi rajin, nanti kami jadi doktor yang tak berguna dong....

hehe...

by the way, mood malam-malam macam ni...

setelah berminggu-minggu tak update blog....

aku tetiba rindu dengan suasana study group ...

penuh focus dan berkarisma...haha

courtesy of nisaloma :)

walau apa pun yang berlaku, insyaAllah marilah kita support sesama kita kan...
setiap manusia ada salah-silapnya...hihi
btw, kawan itu kawan, study tetap study...
be professional...
bak kata my mum : jangan sampai jadi macam workmate mummy pulak...
gaduh sampai tak leh jumpa. meeting tangguh sampai menyusahkan orang laen...;p

and last,
bak kata my mentor = kita tak akan pernah berjaya mengkhatam buku-buku medic...

but study group is the best way...

insyaAllah, Dr..

doakan kami :)

by, anneftina :p

not so Wordless Wednesday #3 :)

2011-09-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

just nak mention kat sini :

"makanan free beb ! " ;p

baiklah, dengan sebanyak 50++ booth oleh hep, fakulti dan kolej...

makanan yang sedap-sedap...

mak oihhhhh....

special acknowledgement and thanx to our VC, Dato' Prof. Ir. Dr. Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar for the event...

sangat seronok, BEST, cool...haha :D

by, anneftina :)

Wordless Wednesday #2

2011-09-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

Ok, my wordless wednesday #2 on thursday...

sebab semalam, busy gila.. :D hehe.

by, anneftina.

My first Wordless Wednesday ! :D

2011-08-24T22:57:00.001+08:00

courtesy of Google that editted by me.

by, anneftina. :)

buat semua lapisan masyarakat especially wanita-perlu tahu-gerangan fungus yang rajin menyinggah di rambut

2011-08-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

haa....apa yang aku gelabah-gelabah dok bagitahu kat tajuk post tu kan...

actually, aku baru belajar tentang fungus2 yang rajin benor menyinggah kat kulit-kulit ni,

termasuklah rambut...

so, kerana sedikit ilmu ini,

aku terasa harus lah bagiku untuk berkongsi sedikit pengetahuan ngan korang semua kan...

so, lets CHECK IT OUT !! ;)

FUNGUS PERTAMA

OLEH PIEDRAIA HORTE

(perlu ke nama fungus ni ?

perlu lah kot....korang boleh check dengan lebih mendalam kat google kan..)

DISEASE NAME : BLACK PIEDRA

courtesy of Google.

gambar di atas merupakan tempat membiak fungus tersebut.

R A M B U T !

ala...korang selalu jumpa benda ni...

agak common jugak.

kalau tak silap, orang selalu panggil 'RAMBUT BERBUAH' . kan?

rambut jadi kasar

plus bila dirasa betul-betul dengan jari, dapat rasa ketidaksekataan pada rambut tersebut...

macam ni..

courtesy of Google.

nampak kan biji-biji tu..

tengok elok-elok...

nampak dengan jelas nyata dan terang kat situ...

FUNGUS KEDUA

OLEH TRICHOSPHORAN

courtesy of Google.

kalau tadi hitam, yang ni pulak putih...

so, korang dapat agaklah nama penyakit nya WHITE PIEDRA..

masih lagi di tempat yang sama,

iaitu RAMBUT.

tetapi boleh jugak ada kat tempat lain..

contohnya macam BULU ARI-ARI, KETIAK, JANGGUT, MISAI...

senang cerita, kawasan yang berbulu lah...

macam ni..

courtesy of Google.

haaaa...tu dia...
macam fibre optic la pulak...hehe ;p

most of them tak lain tak bukan disebabkan oleh

POOR HYGIENE...

so, bak kata my lecturer, potong lah mana-mana yang dah terkena tu...

potong rambut dan cuci rambut regularly...

so, itu sajalah yang mampu untuk aku kongsi...

nak bagi nasihat, mak aihh...tak reti...

jadi, apa-apa keraguan, boleh lah google2

cara penjagaan rambut ke kan...

papepon, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MOHON MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ye.. ;)

by, anneftina. ;)

Ramadhan with them #1

2011-08-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa semua.

Gembira sangat dengan kehadiran bulan Ramadhan ni kan.:D

So, AHLAN WASAHLAN YA RAMADHAN ! :)

Tapi, itulah dia...

apabila kelas pack dari 8 hingga ke 5 plus plus berpuasa,

masyaAllah penatnya..

tak dapat dilafazkan dengan kata-kata...

hanya Allah saja yang tahu dan memahami apa yang bermain difikirkan dan perasaan....

pheww ~

Seminggu berpuasa telah berlalu...

dan seminggu itulah apa yang aku rasa...

plus hospital visit hari khamis..

plus exam hari jumaat nya...

masyaAllah, dugaan bulan puasa...

nampak macam tak bz tapi sebenarnya tak menang tangan, kaki, otak...zzz

1st DAY OF RAMADHAN

out to buy some groceries...

tak jauh, dekat SACC Mall je...

Giant, SACC Mall okey...

dan, inilah kami... ;)

banyak betul gambar korang pilih bawang...

takde gambar laen dah so, aku letak lah ni...hehe;p

semangat beli telur. 30 biji pulak tu...

tapi sampai laa ni tak sentuh-sentuh lagi telur ni...hehe ;p

owh, lapar... ( sabar sabar...)

disebabkan dah lambat sangat,

kitorang decide untuk berbuka pada hari pertama puasa

di Noodle's Station, SACC Mall, Shah Alam...

my menu for my first day of Ramadhan...hehe ;p

'cuba try test uji' the rice cooker...

with crab ball...sedapppp ;p

tapi, tak teringat pulak nak usha nama brand dia...huhu

okey, itulah dia...

sahur, kami makan nasi goreng instant...

buka, baru mewah sikit...

asalkan ada benda nak makan, ye dakk...

kena makan banyak-banyak sebab ilmu makin lama makin banyak untuk ditelan...hmmm

pictures (all) - courtesy of nisaloma

ok, guys...

from us, SELAMAT BERPUASA ;)

by, anneftina.

Pre-Aidilfitri Hanging Out ;)

2011-08-07T10:19:00.002+08:00

3 DAYS BEFORE RAMADHAN

SO, at this moment, aku, saloma, syaramalek, ilabunga dan emira

for the first time keluar bersama...

hehe...ala-ala Pre-Raya Shopping gitttewww...;p

owh, baskin robbins !

strawberry ++ berries...sedap walaweyhh!

( anis, puasa puasa ! )

shopping shopping...mari mari ! :D

mementang lah dah nak puasa kan,

dengan seronoknya makan kenny's...

wah, sedapnya ! my most favourite chicken cooking style !

semuanya kerana one of my profesor..

he said roasted chicken is better than other chicken...

sebab lemak ayam tu dah takde dah selepas diroasted..

berbanding digoreng kan..

(nak explain panjang sangat lah..hehe..)

ok, enjoyyy the chicken anis fatina! :)

so, inilah kami.

first time keluar sama dengan ila the bunga and emira akmal ni...

haaaa... :p

dan, akhirnya, kami di dalam bas...

tempat duduk takde lah...

nak berdiri serba-salah pulak dengan tulang-tulang weightbearing aku ni kan...

perjalanan jauh pulak dari TS ke Shah Alam...

So, duduk je lah melayan ngantuk...zzzz

(ooopss...banyak pulak shopping...haha :D )

2 DAYS BEFORE RAMADHAN

with saloma and syaramalek..

actually kitorang nak pergi PKNS...

to take my spectacles kan...

(biasalah...kalau spek mata hantar workshop...ofkoslah sebab patah kan..haaa..)

but the, otw tu, lapar la pulak..

so, we decide to have a heavy lunch..

cehh, mentang-mentanglah nak puasa dah kan...

semalam kenny's...haha :D

Okeyh, first thing first,

nak promote tempat makan yang kitorang selalu pergi ni...

location : Seksyen 2 , Shah Alam

nombor gerai : 20

nama Gerai : sekilas tomyam buana

nama singkat sikit (made by me) : LANG BUANA (hehe..)

so, ni la our dishes...

ikan siakap masak 3 rasa

kailan ikan masin

udang paprik

perrrgghhh....sedap !

pictures (all) - courtesy of nisaloma

so, itulah dia...

pre aidilfitri - shopping

pre ramadhan - makan !

haaa...

pape pon,

SELAMAT BERPUASA

SELAMAT BERSAHUR

SELAMAT BERBUKA

dan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

kepada semua kaum muslimin dan muslimat...

semoga dapat puasa penuh...amiinn ;p

sekian terima kasih .

by, anneftina :)

to AnNaLiTa ~ hope we'll meet again :)

2011-08-07T06:28:00.000+08:00

A WEEK BEFORE RAMADHAN

reunion with my rumet asasi ;)

rindu korang weyh....:')

shena ~ me ~ lidya ~ ita

bila dah lama tak jumpa ni, macam-macam cerita keluar kan

macam-macam benda berubah kan......

plus macam-macam benda kitorang buat...

first thing, kitorang buat apa yang kitorang selalu buat dulu-dulu...

makan ABC seksyen 2 shah alam...

mai mai datang sini...!

waaa....siriyess sedap...;p

2nd, TS...sapa tak kenal ts kan...haha

kitorang buat something yang kitorang tak pernah buat sepanjang setahun perkenalan kitorang....

maen bowling ! !

HAHA...tak pernah buat..

ni first time maen bowling ngan depa sume ni ! ;p

3rd, kitorang shopping bersama...

kat Jalan TAR...haha

jangan maen-maen.. ni first time aku pergi jalan TAR...

haha :D

4th, first time kitorang pergi rumah salah sorang dari kami...

rumah ita....haha

syok beb...makan durian 4 ke 5 biji entah...

perut tak payah cakap la...panas membara..haha

tapi puas...yummy ! ;p

and last, bubye korang...

kami berpisah di stesen KL sentral...

antara 2 platform berbeza dan bersebelahan...

huhu...:'(

hampir berlinang gak la air mata ni kan tapi control ayu la siket...

haha...malu ar ...;p

bubye my dear lidya n ita.~ said anisfatina n nursharina :')

itulah dia. sekarang, susah betul nak jumpa.

dah dapat tarikh, tiba2 ada pulak salah sorang tak boleh datang...

biasalah, masing-masing pun dah bz...hehe

siriyes, ada masa bila-bila kita jumpe lagi tau...:')

GUDLUCK my lovely frenz.

Semoga berjaya in every path we choose.

whatever it is, CHAIYO CHAIYO !! :)

love, anneftina ;')

being a second year medical student

2011-07-27T17:00:00.001+08:00

BANYAK NYA PENYAKIT KAT MUKA BUMI NI !!!!!!!!!!

hah, tu diaa...

sepanjang 3 minggu yang berlalu sebagai pelajar tahun 2,

setiap kali berada di lecture hall di atas kerusi menghadap skrin projector yang besar tu...

perasaan aku ketika itu ialah...

BANYAKNYA PENYAKIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hampir setiap inci badan manusia ni ada je penyakitnya...

menakutkan, menyeramkan, menggemparkan, menarik, menggerunkan, menggiurkan, menggelikan....

yawww...semuanya ada beb...

otak dan mata aku...

tak payah cakap...traumatic shock !

by, anneftina.

"I would rather be hated for something that I am, than being loved and adored for something that I'm not. I am not going to live as a pretender.."

2011-07-20T22:29:00.005+08:00

I took this inspiring-beautiful word from one of my colleague's facebook status...

nice, right..bagos betul...

speaking of 'living as a pretender...'

frankly, i live my life like that for 7 years...

since I am 13 years old, the moment that I am no longer have a normal sight...

I have shortsightedness...! :'(

with right 150 - left 100

which then the values are increasing 3 years later by 25 each...

so sad...

very damn sad !

The moment when my dad told me that I must wear my spectacles...

I feel like crying... :'(

I look at other people...

why I need to be like an alien wearing the spectacles while the others just using their own eyes to see the world ?

I want my eyes back...

Please, I beg for you, ya Allah...

so, then, I figured out a strategy...

I will pretend...

pretend to not wearing the spectacle in front of my friends

but, I will wear my spectacle whenever I'm with my parents...

when I think it again, how silly I am...!

the real situation is, I am lying to myself ...

I cant see the beautiness of Allah's creations...

I cant recognise people from afar...

I cant realise whenever people smile or waving to me...

I cant ever concentrate during teaching sessions

especially when my friends present their presentations by using 'mahjong' paper with 'macam-macam jenis tulisan kecik dan besar...'

HAHA...:D

but, then...

during last one month holidays....

I realise something... something is missing in my life...

something important part of life...

my eyes..

I have my eyes but I'm not using it...

I live for 20 years but I never use my eyes properly for 7 years...

It's just like I'm living in this world for only 13 years...:'(

"it is not a shameful things to be different from the others..."

finally, I found the answer....

words by Taylor Swift ...

when people asked about her beautiful-gold-curly hair..

she inspired me to change...

to realise that there are noone can appreciate our weakness
(that we, ourself, think that it's a horrible weakness)...

except our own self...

and now, I knew that..

I need to change...

to be more matured and confidence with myself...

and to be honest to my ownself...

I'M HEREBY PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT I'LL WEAR MY SPECTACLE ALWAYS,

NO MATTER HOW UGLY I AM, NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE WILL SAY,

NO MATTER HOW ANNOY IT IS, SO THAT I'M NOT BEING SUCH A PRETENDER FOR THE LIFETIME. insyaAllah biiznillah. :)

dengan erti kata lain, sampai bila kau tak nak pakai cermin mata anisfatina, sampai dah jadi HO, jadi MO, dah dapat anak 8 ????

sampai kau rasa rashes kat badan patient pun tak dapat tengok baru nak pakai spek... atau sampai kau tak nampak neutrophils using electron microscope baru kau terkapai-kapai nak pergi Intan Optic .. ? sedar lah anda , anisfatina. Pakai spek bukan satu benda yang memalukan dan menjadi seorang yang rabun jauh bukan satu kecacatan yang teruk. It's a small matter, beb.

kepada rakan-rakan, adik-adik, manusia-manusia sekalian, pakailah cermin mata....kih3 ;p

LOVE, anneftina.

p/s : sleep earlier today to prepare MENTAL AND PHYSICALLY for hospital visit tomorrow. pray for me! :)

note that : aku tidak berubah kerana orang lain tetapi kerana diriku sendiri yang tak pernah reti nak berubah. sekian terima kasih.

the power of kids, sometimes i dont understand why some people have bad intention towards them...they make ur life brighter guys..love them rather than abusing them ! :)

2011-07-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

masyaAllah...

rindu nya pada adik-adik kecil aku...

telatah mereka, bising-bising mereka, cerita-cerita mereka, ragam-ragam mereka....

membuatkan aku rasa rindu ++ homesick yang sangat kuat... :')

nak kata rumah jauh, haha :D sekangkang kera je.

bila-bila masa je boleh balik, tapi,

memandangkan perangai aku yang sememangnya tak akan 'sentuh' buku pun kat rumah,

maka, niat untuk pulang ke rumah dibatalkan... :')

cuti selama sebulan yang lepas...

yang penuh dengan jadual menghantar dan menjemput adik-adik aku pulang dari sekolah,

telah membuatkan aku memahami perasaan seorang ibu dan ayah

yang bergegas pulang ke rumah semata-mata untuk berjumpa dan bercerita dengan anak mereka sebelum mereka tidur...

contohnya, macam cerita PAPADOM...

begitulah penangan budak-budak kecil...

i'm in love with them...:')

kadang-kadang, rasa terharu nya bila dorang berlari-lari nak peluk aku bila aku sampai rumah...

rasa macam...WOW! ADA ORANG RINDU AKU LAAAA....:')

mendengar story-morry dorang...

"kakak, tadi kan, ada spelling dengan teacher. bestttt...!" ahha :D

"kakak, esok kitorang ada sukan... datang tau..."

"kakak, rumah ungu menang..."

"kakak, tadi kan, dalam van kitorang nyanyi sama-sama..." ahhaha :D

haha :D

miss them so damn much ! :'"""))))))))

now, i know that feeling...

kadang-kadang, my mum ada cakap, rindulah kat budak-budak kecik tu...

ahhah :')

now, i knew that feeling...

sangat rindu...

kadang-kdang tu rasa mcam tak ingat benda lain dah...

terus call rumah...:')

miz u my adeqs...:')

by, anneftina :')

AlFatihah buat dia~

2011-07-07T22:55:00.005+08:00

Rabu, 06 July 2011

Seorang jiran aku telah meninggal dunia kerana...

kerana sudah sampai masanya...

tidak perlulah untuk aku menceritakan sebabnya...sebab...

sebab panjang sangat ceritanya...ngeh3

(alFatihah)

Baiklah, entah kenapa berita kematian arwah sangat memberikan impak yang besar buat diri aku

rasa macam insaf

rasa macam satu teguran daripada Allah SWT..

rasa macam ada getar di hati ini tatkala membaca mesej yang diterima

buat pengetahuan semua, kami tidak lah rapat mana

kenal pun, entah arwah ingat lagi ke tidak

sebab time kicik-kicik dulu je kenal...

yelah, zaman comel-comel belaka..

mungkin juga arwah merupakan abang kepada kawan ku

dan juga perbezaan umur tidaklah berapa ketara..

arwah berumur 24 tahun sekarang...

tetapi, berita itu amat mengejutkan..

alFatihah buat arwah.

courtesy of Google.

apa yang membuatkan aku terpempan dengan berita itu...

kerana arwah masih muda...

ya, aku tahu muda ke tua, bila-bila masa kita boleh mati.

tapi, bohong lah sebagai seorang remaja dan manusia kalau adakalanya keseronokan dan kegembiraan saja difikirkan..

kerana aku bukan seorang malaikat

yang tidak memikirkan langsung tentang keduniaan...:'+

hmmm...

sekali lagi aku katakan,

berita ini sangat memberikan impak yang besar buat diriku

lebih besar impaknya daripada berita kematian arwah opah ku yang menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya di saat-saat kami adik-beradik menjaganya di hospital...

mungkin arwah masih muda

telah menyedarkan aku

dan menegur aku

mati itu pasti

tak kira muda atau tua..

by, anneftina.

EdisiMerepek#1 - cells

2011-06-23T13:10:00.001+08:00

Baeklah, ladies and gentlemen.

Anisfatina terasa amat lesu disini ye.

Untuk pengetahuan semua, Anisfatina sangat rajin pada hari ini. dikala cuti2 ni.

Dengan bersungguhnya membaca nota2 yang bertulisan kecil ini

sehinggakan jarak hidungnya dan permukaan meja hampir mencecah 1/4 kuku jari kelingking. zzzzzz

Okeyh guys.

Wake up and PLIZ wake me up !

Anisfatina, wake up ! REVIVE.

nota kesayanganku- EPITHELIAL TISSUES

lihatlah korang...

berikut merupakan kronologi perkembangan topik cells sepanjang hidupku.

FORM 1

FORM 4

cell specialisation

+ type of cells, type of tissues, type of organs, type of systems.

ketika ini, TYPE OF TISSUES yang dipelajari :

epithelial tissue
muscle tissue
connective tissue
nervous tissue

cikgu kata, takpe. kamu just perlu tahu rupa dia and function sahaja.

BAHAGIANYA...

MATRICULATION

prokaryotic and eukaryotic cells.

dan apabila masuk FIRST YEAR M SCHOOL

fyi, gambar2 dibawah ini merupakan jenis2 epithelial tissues.

simple squamous epithelium
simple cuboidal epithelium
simple columnar epithelium
pseudostratified ciliated columnar epithelium
stratified squamous keratinizing epithelium
stratified squamous nonkeratinized epithelium
stratified cuboidal epithelium
stratified columnar epithelium
transitional epithelium

owh,banyaknya.

anneftina. zzzz

maka, berakhirlah cuti adik2 ku yang disayangi.. =')

2011-06-15T14:47:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua...:)

huhu...pejam celik pejam celik cuti 2 minggu adik2 pun dah habis..

tinggallah aku yang masih lagi cuti ni...

cakap pasal cuti...

PERKARA SENSITIVE ABAD INI BUAT GUWE...huaaa...

cuti yang konon2 nya 3 bulan telah dipendekkan...

tinggal less than a month je lagi...AARRGGHH !

got news from the office,

classes will be started on this 11th July...wth !

semua harapan cuti panjang hancur musnah begitu sahaja ! huhu ='(

ok, forget bout it .

padan muka kau gak sapa suruh amek medic kalau nak cuti sangat..

mediclife is not about enjoy n holidayy je OKE !

cehh, bajet cool...HAHA

story about our 2-weeks-hols...

dipenuhi dengan WEDDING2 yang kekadang sampai overlapping...

terpaksalah kami sekeluarga splitting...

minta maaf ye kepada yang terasa...

honestly, we had to...

kalau ikutkan hati, memang kami nak pergi semua wedding yang ada...

yelah, bukan selalu makan nasi minyak kan...

and, bukan selalu korang kawen kan...

*tangan didada mata ke atas ..huhu =')

ok, first wedding,

cousin on my father's side,

ABANG IWAN and HIS WIFE, kak yu..

with the 'WHITE n GREY ala-ala SILVER' theme...

HAHA...cantekk n grand weyh...nyesal pulak tak pergi...HEHE :p

venue = Kuala Terengganu.

date = 28th May 2011

owh, tak tahulah kenapa

tapi aku tak jumpa gamba pengantin perempuan ni senyum laaa...

tapi comeyl kan...macam baby doll...

namanya kak Yunizar.. :)

ok, second wedding,

cousin on my mummy's side..

ABANG UDIN and HIS WIFE, kak Akmal..

with 'ALL BLUE' theme...

venue = Pandan Jaya

date = 29th May 2011

HAA...ni aku datang...with my friends kat bawah ni...

hasil drpd perbincangan yang panjang...

my mum,dad, n adek2 went to Abang Iwan's while me went to Abang Udin's...

HAHA...rugi lah my dad tak datang kenduri Abang Udin...

sedap masakan dorang...ngehehehehe :D

especially daging....muahaha..

Ok, alang2 aku dah tulis pasal wedding abang udin,

aku nak promote bisnes pak uda aku..keh3..

if i'm not mistaken lah kan, dorang ada bisnes bab2 kenduri kahwin nih...

tapi, malangnya, aku tak tahu sangatlah weyh...(cess...teruknya akuh..!)

tapi, yang penting, dari kenduri kahwin pertama kat keluarga ni (abang zaki)

sampailah abang Udin nih, makanan dia tetap sedap...

pheww...SEDAP.. ! siriyess... !

(sebab tu lah aku buat keputusan nak pergi kenduri nih...KEH3 :D )

approved by my friends, makanan nya memang sangat sedap...:)

wah, teringat2 laaa.....

ok, decoration pulakk...cantekk beb ! huaaa :)

ok, bawah ni, gambar bersama family dorang...

perggghhh...semua biru kan...

kalau tak silap, ni kali kedua kot wane biru...

kali pertama, kak nisak, kan ? hehe..

anak first siap pedang2 lagi laa...

hehe...masyukk la...:p

courtesy of fb abang zaki :p

ok, last...

cousin on my daddy's side...

ABANG KHAIRUL and HIS WIFE...

venue = Selayang

tapi malangnya, tak berapa banyak gambar sangat

sebabnya kami sekeluarga datang terlambat...

tengok tu...

tempat makanan pengantin pun dah kosong dah...hehe :)

itulah dia...

banyak lagi sebenarnya...tapi kami tak boleh pergi...

sebab overlap plus plus we put family's wedding on the first place..

poyo la kaw nis...haihh~

btw, cuti pon dah habis...rindu gler sama mereka..huk~

holiday at seremban..

so, itulah dia cuti 2 minggu kami...

but now, it's time for school... :)

selamat bersekolah n menimba ilmu adek2 ku...

jangan jeles kakak cuti lama lagi... keh3 :D

love, anneftina :)

Post-final exam activity PART3 (finale) - Community Service at Rumah Amal Kasih Bestari (rakb), Kuang

2011-06-04T21:45:00.004+08:00

29th Jun 2011

We had a visit to

Rumah Amal Kasih Bestari, Kuang

(dalam peta kata Kampung Melayu Subang kayy...cehh! huh!)

which is still under our faculty's activities apart from the

Educamp and Dinner...

And, for ur knowledge, RAKB is managed by Ustaz Hamzah.

(in the right side image)

HUaaaa, for the first time, I visit an orphanage with my frenz...

selalunya follow my mummy je..

And, selalunya, lawat kat tempat perempuan...

But, this is the first time jugaklah lawat bahagian lelaki

memandangkan rumah ni sememangnya penghuninya lelaki ... :P

untuk pengetahuan korang lagi,
RAKB ni terletak di hujung dunia jugaklah...

Jadi, kalau ditanya penduduk sekitar ni tentang rumah ni...hmmm...
ramai gak tak kenal...

berbanding Asrama Damai, Kuang yang sememangnya memang FAMOUS AMOUS around Sg Buloh ni...
(how do I know ? emm...I live here... :p )

Di sana, after briefing with abang2 n kakak2 (cehh, poyoz !) :D

the first activities we had is medical checkup...

with 4 stations-

first, BMI station

second, vital sign test (Blood Pressure, Respiratory Rate)

third, knee jerk test

fourth, eye test (including the colourblindness test)

And also, we had the health care exhibitions,

including the board charts, pamplets, anatomy models, and hand-washing part..

part tak boleh tahan bila...

sedang sekumpulan budak2 ni meneliti anatomy model bahagian otak...

Boy 1 : Akak, mana satu akal ?

Hah, udah... kanak2 tahfiz nih...

Kami2 disekeliling budak2 ni agak terpempan dan terdiam...

HUAHAHA...soklan cepumas gitu....haha :D

Boy 2 (kawan sebelah dia) : Akal mana boleh nampak lah...

HAAA...gudboy, dek...

naseb baek kawan dia jawab....HAHA... :D

(frankly, budak2 ni memang bijak n cool ...) :P

And, after penat lelah budak2 ni buat medical checkup and usha2 model anatomy,

we play games...

first, chicken dance (like part ni...i can see their big laughs..! :D )

second, pass ping pong dalam sudu (haha...x tau nama game ni...:D )

third, make over those abang2 to be a mumia... ( gituuu...! haha )

And, the last activity, we had gotong-royong...

tapi, part ni, honestly aku tak join...bersebab kayy...

it is because I need to go to my kazen's wedding...hmmmm...

sori adek2 n my frenz for not joining the gotong-royong...:)

And last but not least,

we wish u adek2 every happiness....

be a good boy kayy...

ingat pesan abang2 korang time briefing haritu.... :)))

Da Momentz.

(courtesy of nisaloma and afifah suhemi for the pixess)

So, korang, lawatlah rumah ni...

Siriyes, dorang spo-ting...BEST :)

Love, anneftina :)

Post-final exam activity PART2 - Dinner

2011-05-27T08:41:00.002+08:00

O lalalalalala..... On 24th May 2011,

we had our final Y1 dinner at MBSA Banquet Hall, Shah Alam....
which is still under faculty's activities...

with the concept of Professionalism & Ethics...

( HEHE...tang mana entah yang professionalnya...

maybe, tang makan pakai sudu kot...kih3... )

And, this is us with our dress ... lalalalala....

with the others...

with our MisterChairman, Mr. Daus.... hehe :)

LOVE korang so much....:))

And actually, we also had a FAREWELL PARTY for our beloved Year 1 Coordinator...

Dr. Norashikin Mohamed Noor Khan

she will leave us for Harvard this June....

wahha :D congratulation Dr.

from bottom of our heart, u are like our mother and we will never forget u and what u did for us as well as ur advices... :')

SORRY for everything, Dr.

with her... :')

from us, the 8th batch,

special CONGRATULATION for you and take care DR. :')

courtesy of waton, syaramalek, syan, effahlina and fatzliyana for the pixess....

by, anneftina.

Our Baby - Baby of the 8th Batch

2011-05-26T00:51:00.006+08:00

Tanggal 04 May 2011

Our beloved frenz, Nur Amiratun a.k.a Mayton had given birth to her cute daughter,

Ain Nusaibah...

Nice name isn't it... :)

mayton & her cutey lovely baby...:p

As Ain is the first baby born in our batch,

thus, she is the baby of 8th batch...

She got 234 aunties + uncles here...HAHA :D

AIN NUSAIBAH :)

So ain,
Ni lah makcik2 yang datang haritu... ;p

And last but not least,

special CONGRATULATION to Mayton and husband ! :)

may Allah bless both of u n ur daughter alwayz..

from us,

from the bottom of our heart,

me (the cam-er) - nisaloma - waton - syara - shena :D

courtesy of waton & nisa for the pixess

love, anneftina :)

Post-final exam activity PART1 - Educamp

2011-05-25T15:42:00.004+08:00

wahha :D

course lain habes final terus je menghilang pulang ke kampung...

tapi, kami ni....

macam UiTM ni kampung kami je jadinya...hehe...;p

Pada 21 - 22 May 2011,

was our first post-final exam activity -

the Educamp at Lembah Genting Camp, Ulu Yam...

(educamp?) yaww! kami dengar at first pon macam....

uurrrgghhh, perlu ke educamp nih ?!!

But then,

it's our dean's instruction and we MUST obey it...

Dean kata, pelajar medic tak boleh cuti lama2, nanti berkarat...

Huaaaaaa :'+

Takpe lah....tak rugi pon dengar kata...

THERE're SO MANY MEMORIES with the whole batch sepanjang camping nih...

HAHA :D

gadoh, patah kaki, gelak ketawa, makan sama, bergambar sama,takot bersama...

buat aktiviti2 bersama...

Hah, cakap pasal aktiviti,

FLYING FOX, REPELLING, MANDI LUMPUR, SURVIVAL...

wahha :D semuanya best2 kott...

tapi, my group tak sempat lah nak mandi lumpur ni...

syukur alhamdulillah...hehe;p

Selain tu, kami jugak ada aktiviti selingan...

MEREDAH SUNGAI YANG SANGAT DERAS !

wahh, cramp paha aku...

rasa macam nak givup je kat tengah2 sungai tu weyhhh..!!

survival in da jungle...(masak dalam buluh! SYOK beb !) ;p

the only pix yang kami mampu ada...

gambar2 untuk aktiviti lain tak de sebab semuanya melibatkan keselamatan barang2 mahal ni termasuklah kamera dan henfon ye....

Dan, inilah kami....

courtesy of Anne (Nazurah Amani) for the pixess..:)

by, anneftina.

Finally, I found my study group..:)

2011-05-24T01:50:00.003+08:00

Wokeyh semua...

Alhamdulillah, finally, I found my study group...

Waaa, inilah yang aku nanti-nantikan sejak sem 1 lagi...

Alhamdulillah...:)

first organizer by Anisah Azmi a.k.a Saloma

with the cooperation of the others.

Akhirnya, GeGe terbina. (why GeGe?)

actually, it is the combination of Gerak Gempur..

the headmark so that we will always remember that we have an aim for da success...insyaAllah..

Members of GeGe :

special thanx to my beloved dad for his car.

alhamdulillah ada kereta ayah.

Kalau tak, kebulur lah kami tak makan.

Yelah, memandangkan study week dan exam kami diadakan pada masa yang sama student2 course lain cuty...

maka, kedai2 pun tutuplah...huhu~

so, at BARRA n umi..our most favourite restaurant... :)

dengan bermacam2 cabaran dan dugaan yang terpaksa kami hadapi...
bateri kereta habislah, kereta kena blok, bro harrier yang buat deQ je dengan hon kitorang, and macam-macam lah....
tapi, takpelah, ada hikmahnya....

push the car....yeahh! (at the faculty...)

And, WAH!
You know what, I also found my CIKGU PHYSIO, BIOCHEM n PATHOLOGY...
uurrgghhh...my killer partSSS !

mereka nilah my CIKGU tuh....:p

bagos mereka ni...HUG korang la for teaching me...

THANXXXX :)

in the computer lab - revising for PHPM topics..

then, in the MUSEUM...

our museum is the place where the GROSS PATHOLOGY SPECIMENS are located...

and, it is a very condusive place to study... :)

OK, that's all guys...

nak balek dah..dah nak exam...hehe...
(time ni laa...) :p

Ok, that's all...

To all GeGe , dont forget on our planning for preparation of Pro Exam after the Y2 final..

Hehe...

From, anneftina.

mode : FINAL EXAM SEM 2

2011-05-04T15:19:00.003+08:00

Pejam celik pejam celik..

MasyaAllah...

makin tua aku rupanya...O.O

gelaran sebagai student degree tahun 1 bakal digugurkan...

YEAR 1 SUDAH SAMPAI PENGHUJUNGNYA !

Hah ?!?

So, guys, this 16 - 19 Mei will be my final exam Sem 2..

that indicates the last exam for year 1...muahaha :D

The modules involve will be :

from left : respiratory - urinary - endocrine-gastrointestinal & hepatobiliary - cardiovascular - hemopoietic & lymphatic

YEAHH!

tu dia...total=6modules

wahh ! O.O

Okeyh...okeyh...

that's all for today...

doakan me n myfrenz kayy..

wish me luck ! ..

ok, chow dulu ! ;)

oh no metabolic alkalosis

2011-04-18T23:15:00.023+08:00

Assalamualaikum... Anyeonghaseyo..

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya, ada juga masa nak post sumthing...muahaha2..Ok, actually, bukan tak de masa... Ada... tp, nk upload gambar2 ni.. Uh, malas !

So, apa cite post kita pada kali ini ? huahaha ..

10 April 2011(Ahad)

officially, for the first time, I vomit for 5 times in a day !

Huaaaa... food poisoning agaknya...

symptoms : dizziness, nausea, abdominal distention, headache, pain on the eyes, chill, cannot sleep...

ooh, masyaAllah, hanya Allah saja yg memahami kesakitanku ketika itu..

feel like I want to take the emetic drugs so that I can remove everything n anything 'weird' in my stomach...

ewwrrkkk !

kebetulan, time tu, we are in Urinary Module..

Esoknya, Monday, will be the PT exam :'(

Terngiang2 segala apa yang telah dibelajar.

'Severe vomiting will increase H+ loss from stomach. Thus, there will be no parallel loss of HCO3-into the stomach and deodenum. This will retain the HCO3- in the blood then may lead to

metabolic alkalosis...'

Huahaha... metabolic alkalosis.... [sambil check my RR either hypovent or not..] huaha..

At first, I refused to go to the clinic...

But, at last, after I vomit for the 3rd times, I cant stand it anymore... [I need a Dr !]

So, we went to a clinic... And I will never forget this day..

The day, when my friends, dengan gigihnya, sent me to the clinic. Sob..sob..

korang, It is my body, my eyes, my head are weak, but, not my ears...

And, sepanjang perjalanan ke klinik, I can still hear what they are doing..everything... !

from top : nasreen, amrina, shena, ana dan tak lupa juga kpd kanak2 comel baju hijau ni - waton :D

Thanx korang...

Alhamdulillah, syukur ada korang.

Alhamdulillah, exam pun dapat jawab dengan tenang tanpa sakit.

Alhamdulillah, syukur padamu ya Allah.. :)

11 Oktober 2011

wahh, Urinary Module tersangatlah pack jadualnya, mak aiii...

In one day, there are 5 lectures straight from 8 am till noon.

Then after one hour break, start at 2 pm, we still have another classes..

senang cite, till am to pm laaa...

so, after this PT...

for the first time, we go out together...

tak de lah jauh mana...

setakat SACC Mall je... Enjoy our dinner at Noodles Station... [siriyes mahal!]

takpelah..sekali sekala...jpa kan ade...muahahaha...;p nk thanx jpa kejap...haha..

ANAK2 dara yang terlibat ialah :::

By using Izzudin Azmi's car, dengan gigihnya kami ke SACC Mall...

SPECIAL THANX TO IZZUDIN AZMI...

kereta yang sama digunakan utk membawa aku ke klinik...huaaaaaa...

6 gurlz in this kancil...muahahaha ...:D muat dowhh...haha.. at SACC Mall, Shah Alam..

at NOODLES STATION...

wahaa...masyukk kot makanan dia.... [boleyh tahan laaa] muahahaha:D

the only picture that has all of us...hehe

And, that's it...

After enjoy our meal, without shopping, we have to go back...

Because we have practices for our Medic Olympic... 'errr...apa tu ?'

huahaha...tunggu post akan datang kayy my dear...

hehe...

Okey, to all my frenz, GOODLUCK exam kayy...

GAMBATTE GAMBATTE... insyaAllah...semuanya boleh buat... :)

Amiin...

Welcome back mummy n ayah...!

2010-12-11T21:45:00.013+08:00

.23 november 2010.

plus, the lepaq day for all three of us. haha.

2 sets of mcd's breakfast meal for each of us n 2 oreo mcflurry icecream.

a set of burger king's breakfast meal also for each of us.

and dorayaki and big icecream at nelson's. wahaha ;D

and now, it's the time after 5hours waiting for them. Haha. Flight delay la.

5 jam delay tuu... Punyalah bertolak dari rumah pukul 6:00 am. Haha. Penat.. Penat..

finally, here are our parents happily walking out of the arrival hall's exit.

cheers ;)

enjoy our lunch at putrajaya, our most favourite restaurant here.

so, that's all.

Special congratulation to our beloved mum and dad because have successfully completing their first Hajj insyaAllah. And, WELCOME to Malaysia.....! ;) Pray for our turn lak tauu.. ;p

a n n e f t i n a .

A stranger have changed my mind.

2010-10-24T14:51:00.005+08:00

.12 March 2009.
Hari keputusan SPM 2008 dikeluarkan.
The day, when my happy and sad are mixed.
Happy sebab my result quite ok. Masih layak untuk jadi student medic kelak. Hehe ;)
Sad, very extremely sad, sebab one of my favourite subject got an unexpected result. Huhu~
Benda dah lama kan buat apa nak ungkit-ungkit lagi, but then, it still menghantui aku.

My mum is an expert in the field of that subject so, she always teach me.
She came to my school during weekend, almost every weekend, just to teach me that subject.

*Note that, the journey from my house to my school takes about 2 hours. Tak tambah lagi dengan jalan raya bengkang-bengkok kat Kuala Selangor. (One of the factors that cause me mabuk darat until nowww...!)

And, sometimes, one of my closest friends learn with my mum too, together with me.

But then, when the SPM's result come out, our results are different.
I got a very bad result for that subject. (bad result for me...)
While my friend, got an excellent result, an A. It is a huge differents !!
Frankly, it was a very bad day. Juz because of that subject. I loss my mood !
Still, until today, I feel guilty to my mum.
Even she never tell me how is she exactly feels on that day, but i knew my mum !
(I'm sorry mummy. Serious, anis tak sengaja ! Huhu~ )

Nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Tak boleh nak kata apa. Just terima je !

.23 Mei 2009.
The first day of my Foundation in Science.

After the experience I had after SPM when I teach, learn and share knowledge with that friend, I got trauma, trauma to study with anyone together.
That's mean, no sharing, my knowledge is mine .

That's why, I would prefer to study alone rather than study in groups or couples.
Sounds kedekut ilmu kan, hmmm...i'm not deny it. It's true !
But then, my trauma affects me stronger than others.
At this time, I never think that I am in a negative thinking way.
Serious, never realise it. . !

Especially, one of my roomate also have the same experiences with me.
Make me strongly believe with my way . huhu~

.19 October 2010.
Almost 16 weeks in medical school.
Still with my own way, sometimes, feel like uuurrggghhh...suffer !

Until, on this day, I met one of my mum's friend,
I called her for accompanying me to renew my missing IC as my parents are not in Malaysia right now.

Once she said about her Master-mates.
Everybody in her class are always work in team. Never nak kedekut ilmu. Never study alone. Always sharing and caring each other. No one is study by themselves. Rather than her Degree-mates, some of them are always study alone. Knowledges sendiri-sendiri. Sometimes, bila tanye, jawab secara acuh tak acuh. No sharing-sharing. All about ourselves.

At that time, agak tersedak. Terasa lah gak ! Haaaaha..;D (laugh at myself !)

Then, I asked her, what about if we do share, learn and teach each other, but then why, when the results come out, our result are lower than the friends that we teach and share with ? We do sincerely want to share it, teach all the knowledges we know, but why, our results are down. ?

First of all, Anis kena ingat, ilmu itu bukan milik kita. Ilmu itu milik Allah. Sekali Allah arahkan, Kun Fayakun! Jadi, maka akan terjadilah apa-apa yang diperintahkan Allah . Ingat tu, sekali Allah kata, hilangkan ilmu itu darinya, maka orang yang berilmu itu, walaupun dah berpuluh-puluh kali ambil PhD pun, maka ilmu itu akan hilang juga. Dengan cara, hilang ingatan, nyanyuk, terlupa dan macam2 lagi kan.

Mungkin kawan tu lebih berjaya daripada kita, tapi itu cuma untuk satu test je. SPM sahaja. Exam lain dia affect Anis tak ? (Me : Geleng. ) Tak kan. Subjek SPM lain tak teruk kan. Macam mana pulak dengan sekarang ni. Anis pun berjaya jugak kan insyaAllah. Dapat jugak kan bidang yang Anis nak sebelum ni . Tak ada apa yang kurang pada Anis dengan hanya satu subjek yang Anis rasa teruk resultnya. Malah, banyak juga kebaikannya kan..

Dalam menimba ilmu ni juga, the most important thing is we must bear in our mind that kita belajar hari ini
kerana Allah, bukan kerana exam. Sebab kalau kita belajar kerana exam, bila kita jumpa ilmu tu kita rasa benda tu tak penting,tak keluar exam pun, walhal itu adalah ilmu juga. Sama sahaja dengan yang lain2 yang dianggap penting.

Belajar kerana exam ni membuang masa nis. Sangat membuang masa. Kita baca bahagian tu je sebab masuk exam, yang lain tak payah, sebab tak masuk. But then, bila habis exam, kita lupa semuanya. Sia-sia sahaja kita baca time before exam kalau hilang macam tu je. Pernah tak rasa ? ( Me : pernah sangat ! Hehe..)

Itu lah dia. Kita belajar kerana exam. Sebab tu lah, kita sepatutnya, belajar kerana Allah. Every time we start to study, set in our mind, I study all these just because of Allah. InsyaAllah, Anis akan jadi lebih open-minded untuk learn itu dan ini walaupun benda tu cikgu tak cakap pun masuk exam. Believe me. I ensure that. Auntie tak tipu. All of these based on my own experiences.

Serious, thanx aunty. Your advices have changed my mind. Feel free to study anything rather than before. And the most important thing is, I start to teach myself again to share whatever I got with my friends. Including your advices. ;)p

Special thanx to Nur Sharina for susah payah memerah otak membetulkan english aku. Haha !!! ;D

p/s :
(why I said 'a stranger have changed my mind' ? Becoz, she's not very close to me, she's just my mummy's closest friend. And that time is the first time I asked for her opinions. Why ? I dont know. It just maybe bcoz I feel comfortable to share and ask opinion from her... )

sincerely, a n n e f t i n a .

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2010-10-19T14:38:00.005+08:00

There's the time when you feel really down,
Looking everything around you with an empty mind,
Staring at something but you
think other things,
Laughing, smiling but then feel like..crying,
Hopeless, helpless,
Feel like shouting, "Am I crazyyyyyyyy ??!!"